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Josh del Sol
Producer & director,
Take Back Your Power: Investigating the “Smart” Grid

Our Power is Our Divine Birthright

December 31, 2012 at 1:30 pm · by josh · Filed under Social Awakening & Sovereignty, Spirituality

May 2013 be a year of profound divine fire awakening in the hearts and minds of human beings everywhere around our planet.

And may you have a joyful and blessed New Year!

In the spirit of claiming our birthright and continuing to move into our essence in 2013, here’s some encouragement and a blessing shared from today’s I AM University newsletter:

31 December 2012

“Most of us have been programmed, since an early age, to give our power away. We give it away to outer energies, such as other people, the media, the weather and the news, and we give it away to inner energies, such as our negative ego/separative mind, lower self, inner child, emotions, subconscious and fears.

“To give our power away means to give a part of ourselves away. It’s about time that we all reclaim our power and live the beautiful life our Creator envisioned us to live.

“We all have come into this world to co-create an enlightened humanity and to enable the Divine Plan of the universe to unfold. If you don’t play your part, then the whole Divine Plan cannot unfold. This is how important you are! This is how important a part you play in the bigger scheme of the universe. So it is not only crucial that you learn to step into your power for your own well-being, self-mastery, happiness and inner peace, but it is also your duty to fully step into your power and Divinity to allow the Divine Purpose of the universe to unfold. You have a mighty dharma to fulfill. However, you cannot fulfill your Divine calling if you don’t own your power.

“To deny your power means to deny your Divinity! Why? Because our power comes from our Divinity! So our very Self and God Realization depends on all of us claiming our power in service of unconditional love. Sooner or later, we all have to learn this lesson of claiming our power. We can postpone it, but we can’t escape it. It is our destiny. So why postpone the inevitable?

“So, as you start the new year, how about you give yourself the greatest gift you will ever give yourself: the gift of self-empowerment! Again, you can postpone learning this empowering lesson but you cannot escape it. A Course in Miracles put it like this, “Free will does not mean that you can establish the curriculum. It means only that you can elect what you want to take at a given time.” Said another way: You can choose to learn this lesson now, in 2013, or you can choose to learn it 10 years from today or even 10 incarnations from today. So you can choose WHEN you want to learn this lesson of fully stepping into your power (which is a requirement to fully step into your Divinity since you need to own your power to step out of the illusion of separation) but you cannot choose WHETHER to learn this lesson at all or not. Free will does not mean that you can establish the curriculum. Earth is a school. We are here to unlearn fear and remember love. That’s the curriculum. In a world where we all have imprisoned our own mind, all we have got left is the freedom to choose whether to take the curriculum now or whether to take it later. So it is in your own hands whether you want 2013 to be the continuation of a powerless, unhappy and unfulfilling life, or whether you want 2013 to be THE YEAR to get serious about your Spiritual path and awakening. It is your choice!

“What will you choose?”

~ I AM University newsletter, 31 Dec 2012


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Connecting dots: US Patent Office admits energy suppression, the “Technetronic Era” grid, and smart meters [Take Back Your Power]

September 17, 2012 at 2:36 pm · by josh · Filed under Smart Meters & Technocracy, Social Awakening & Sovereignty, Spirituality

[by way of a Newsletter to subscribers of our film, Take Back Your Power. To subscribe, visit]

September 17, 2012

This message you are reading is perhaps the most important I have ever written to date, summarizing the better part of one full year of research.

(In brief: The past two weeks has been packed with major news & updates, as more people wake up and speak truth. Over the next couple days, I will send a separate update on the news. Last weekend we also screened 25 minutes of rough cut at an outdoor festival, which was very well-received. Our work continues and there will be updates soon on the film & new website.)

In this email I have included all of the relevant documentation and links. While all of it is fact-based and verifiable, I encourage you to dig deeper for yourself, so you can really come to your own solid conclusions. Coming closer to the truth in your own way will help you stand tall in your convictions, even amongst a sea of lies, corporate rhetoric, and directed propaganda.

I will summarize two key areas of my research, with historical facts. Connecting these dots is paramount to help us to understand why these corporate forces have been so committed to an ubiquitous globalized smart grid installation, which does not save energy, is making people ill, jacks up your bills, causes fires, is neither tested nor approved, nullifies your privacy rights, and instantly creates massive hacking vulnerability.

In other words, it’s becoming obvious that the smart grid is a runaway train headed for total collapse, and most even within the industry, know it. Why are they not getting off this train… why are they so invested in ramming it through a growing mountain of obstacles?

Major Point #1: The technetronic “smart” control grid… history unveiled

Jumping back 42 years years, Barack Obama’s current geopolitical advisor (some say handler) Zbigniew Brzezinski wrote a book called “Between Two Ages: America’s Role in the Technetronic Era”. In this book, he outlined a strategy for control, and outlined what appear to be the foundations for a “smart grid”, using technocratic ideas first espoused in the 1930′s by M. King Hubbert. (Technocratic = using technology to control society.) It was this work that got him noticed by David Rockefeller, who then partnered with him in founding the Trilateral Commission.[1,2]

In Brzezinski’s own words, here are three very telling quotes (emphasis mine):

So here we have someone who is generally credited as the envisioner of the current “smart grid”, who in his own words is talking about themes of:

- Open domination of society by an “elite”
- The “unhindering” or removal of values of liberty and personal freedom
- Using technology to influence public behavior, control reason, and even manipulate people’s emotions
- Constant surveillance and control
- Using the environment as a pretext to manipulate all of this into being
- Unorganized individuals being conned into supporting the plan

Another interesting piece: Zbigniew Brzezinski’s nickname is apparently “ZeeBig” or “ZBig“[6]. What do you think the name is, of the 2.4 GHz transmitter on your smart meter… the device that’s designed to wirelessly collect and report and sell every blasted detail of activity in your home? You guessed it, the “ZigBee” chip. [7] The ego, it appears, loves its clever self-aggrandizement.

Major Point #2: Systemic suppression of energy technology – admitted by US Patent Office

We are given the impression that the entire “smart” grid programme is being implemented to “reduce energy use and increase efficiency” [sic]. Wikipedia says that the grid may potentially reduce energy use by a whopping “more than 4% by 2030“[8]. It is increasingly reported that smart grids are not reducing energy use at all [9], and in fact will likely increase energy usage. The meters themselves use considerable electricity as they emit potentially harmful microwave radiation 13,000 to 190,000 times per day according to PG&E.[10,11] And the coming “smart appliances” will be required to be always on, always communicating with the meter (called “vampire power” or “phantom load”).[12]

However, what we haven’t been told is that patents for new energy technologies are being massively suppressed. And this is now public. (Evironmentalists: these are energy technologies which could save your planet.) What’s more, is that not only are the patents denied, but steps are also apparently taken to silence the inventor. Within the US Patent office’s own laws, the process is admitted:

And on the Federation of American Scientists website, [14], details are revealed. Including the disclosure:

In the process of making our film Take Back Your Power, I actually have interviewed a current US Patent examiner who is sick and tired of the suppression of energy technologies, and has admitted that these blockages have been directly due to the interests of ‘big energy’ and ‘big oil’ corporate forces. He says he is rather looking forward to retirement.

And if this isn’t enough, ask yourself why you don’t know about this: [16]
…whoops, that’s been taken down… try this: [17]

Germany is now producing almost 50% of its energy from solar photo-voltaic panels. Its 22 gigawatts/hr equal 20 nuclear power stations operating at full capacity. This massive amount of energy is generated almost completely by individuals or small businesses that feed into the grid. This allowed Germany to make a public pronouncement, following Fukushima, to completely abandon nuclear energy.[18]

This outstanding, potentially earth-saving progress is the work of a statesman named Hermann Scheer[19] (1944-2010), who dedicated the latter part of his life to actualizing legislation introducing what’s called feed-in tariffs throughout Germany, which forced power utilities to pay anyone who produces solar energy a very good rate for it.

To state the mostly-obvious, decentralized (produced-by-people) solar power generation:
a) does not produce any carbon, pollution, or chemical by-products,
b) is available to anyone to produce, allowing people to be truly self-sustaining and independent of corporate coersion,
c) continues to rapidly drop in cost to install,
d) does not use up any ongoing natural resources,
e) panels can now be manufactured out of sand (this is what Libya had planned to do on a big scale)[20],
f) is now effective even in cloudy, low-light climates,
g) is increasingly storable, as new techs develop, and
h) will be available at least a few billion years.

And there are technologies being developed to minimize and eliminate any issue with dirty electricity, which may arise from the DC-to-AC inversion when feeding into the grid.[21]

(Environmentalists, we appreciate your efforts to minimize carbon footprints and pollution, but we realize the Hegelian tactic we’ve all been a part of… and we invite you to take note of, and please participate in, this new paradigm.)

Not surprisingly, this massive development toward true sustainability (not the version that has been co-opted by globalist corporates) has not made it very far into public consciousness… but the day is now at hand.

* * *

(Note: As an indication of the importance of this issue and the globalist smart grid plans, Google is now filtering searches on “smart grid” to promote industry sites, and demote sites critical of the agenda. Case in point: in a search I did for “Smart Grids may not cut energy use BBC“[22], the BBC article mentioned (here[23]) did not come up in the first 200 search results – even though only one word was changed from the BBC headline. It does appear that Google is now doing this same flagging “demotion” process for most truth-based articles from oft-mainstream sources which are critical of the smart grid.)

Inspiration from the heart

We’re realizing that things are changing because more and more human beings are speaking the truth that’s been welling up inside of us. We’re not fighting at the level of ego, vying for control; we’re just speaking what we know in our hearts to be true: that this world and this life is too beautiful to let it die at the hands of unconscious corruption. Our shared recognition of the crisis on our planet guides us to respond with truth and with Spirit.

Making the simple choice to not allow a smart meter, no matter what, contributes to a real solution for our species and planet. If you’re stuck or feeling frustrated with how to actualize your intention, visit our website[24] to connect with groups in your regions, and go from there.

I honour the truth in you, and encourage you to speak it loud and clear. In this, we together find much satisfaction of being, and we together create real community.

Let it ring.

Peace and strength,
Josh del Sol
Producer & Director,
Take Back Your Power


[2] Brzezinski , Obama’s Mentor & Trilateral Commission Architect, Sketches “Strategic Vision” for Putin’s KGB-Run Media –
[3] Zbigniew Brzezinski, Between Two Ages: America’s Role in the Technetronic Era, 1970, p 97
[4] ibid, p 11
[5] ibid, p 28
[9] BBC News: Smart meters ‘may not cut energy use’
[10] PG&E’s Big Confession –
[11] Thurs April 26 – Smart Meters Public Conference Call: Privacy & Health
[12] How Vampire Power Works –
[13] US Patent Laws, Appendix L, , section 181 on page 53-54
[19] Dirty Electricity What Are The Dangers? How To Use GS Filters To Render Your Home Safe –
[21] Democracy Now: Hermann Scheer (1944-2010) Leading Advocate for Solar Energy and Hero for the Green Century –
[23] see [9]

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Video: Comet Lovejoy goes through the sun [NASA footage, 2011]

December 27, 2011 at 3:14 pm · by josh · Filed under All Videos & Movies, Music, Spirituality, Videos: {Other}

Dec 21, 2011: The International Space Station captures this spectacular imagery of Comet Lovejoy as seen from about 240 miles above the Earth’s horizon. The comet’s remergence from the Sun’s atmosphere defied all experts’ predictions, who said Lovejoy would be destroyed.

“Love will certainly burn up, and Joy along with it”,
said the experts.
“The Sun to which you fly is too hot.”
“Surely, your Wings will melt.”
“We’ve seen it all before.”

They did not know,
that the only way is *through* the Sun.
They could not feel,
the Love and its Mate are timeless,
and were returning Home for Rebirth.

I will go to the Sun, I AM the Son, I Raise,
In the morning hours.

Then the Light comes for all to Be.

Comet Lovejoy goes through the sun [NASA footage, 2011]

…footage: NASA
…music: Jeff Buckley
…editing: Josh del Sol

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Video: Occupy The Change: Gandhi Speaks

December 27, 2011 at 3:07 pm · by josh · Filed under All Videos & Movies, Social Awakening & Sovereignty, Spirituality, Videos: Consciousness, Videos: Social Awakening

A video I put together, in homage to the great man Mohandas “Mahatma” Gandhi.

Let us remember the power of SatyaGraha: Soul-Force. It is time to stand, in Love.

Occupy The Change: Gandhi Speaks

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Film: THRIVE: What On Earth Will It Take?

September 9, 2011 at 1:34 pm · by josh · Filed under All Videos & Movies, Health: General, Science: Metaphysics, Social Awakening & Sovereignty, Spirituality, Videos: Consciousness, Videos: Health, Videos: Social Awakening

This is one of the most comprehensive and inspirational movie trailers I’ve ever seen. Fittingly, it premieres on November 11 (11/11/11). Please share this link!

the old corruption crumbles.
the new overlay now starts to set in place,
as we awaken to remembrance of Who We Are.
Feel This.

(Trailer) THRIVE: What On Earth Will It Take?

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You Were Made For This

June 13, 2011 at 2:49 pm · by josh · Filed under Social Awakening & Sovereignty, Spirituality

(by Clarissa Pinkola Estes,

My friends, do not lose heart. We were made for these times. I have heard from so many recently who are deeply and properly bewildered. They are concerned about the state of affairs in our world now. Ours is a time of almost daily astonishment and often righteous rage over the latest degradations of what matters most to civilized, visionary people.

You are right in your assessments. The lustre and hubris some have aspired to while endorsing acts so heinous against children, elders, everyday people, the poor, the unguarded, the helpless, is breathtaking. Yet, I urge you, ask you, gentle you, to please not spend your spirit dry by bewailing these difficult times. Especially do not lose hope. Most particularly because, the fact is that we were made for these times. Yes. For years, we have been learning, practicing, been in training for and just waiting to meet on this exact plain of engagement.

I grew up on the Great Lakes and recognize a seaworthy vessel when I see one. Regarding awakened souls, there have never been more able vessels in the waters than there are right now across the world. And they are fully provisioned and able to signal one another as never before in the history of humankind.

Look out over the prow; there are millions of boats of righteous souls on the waters with you. Even though your veneers may shiver from every wave in this stormy roil, I assure you that the long timbers composing your prow and rudder come from a greater forest. That long-grained lumber is known to withstand storms, to hold together, to hold its own, and to advance, regardless.

In any dark time, there is a tendency to veer toward fainting over how much is wrong or unmended in the world. Do not focus on that. There is a tendency, too, to fall into being weakened by dwelling on what is outside your reach, by what cannot yet be. Do not focus there. That is spending the wind without raising the sails.

We are needed, that is all we can know. And though we meet resistance, we more so will meet great souls who will hail us, love us and guide us, and we will know them when they appear. Didn’t you say you were a believer? Didn’t you say you pledged to listen to a voice greater? Didn’t you ask for grace? Don’t you remember that to be in grace means to submit to the voice greater?

Ours is not the task of fixing the entire world all at once, but of stretching out to mend the part of the world that is within our reach. Any small, calm thing that one soul can do to help another soul, to assist some portion of this poor suffering world, will help immensely. It is not given to us to know which acts or by whom, will cause the critical mass to tip toward an enduring good.

What is needed for dramatic change is an accumulation of acts, adding, adding to, adding more, continuing. We know that it does not take everyone on Earth to bring justice and peace, but only a small, determined group who will not give up during the first, second, or hundredth gale.

One of the most calming and powerful actions you can do to intervene in a stormy world is to stand up and show your soul. Soul on deck shines like gold in dark times. The light of the soul throws sparks, can send up flares, builds signal fires, causes proper matters to catch fire. To display the lantern of soul in shadowy times like these – to be fierce and to show mercy toward others; both are acts of immense bravery and greatest necessity.

Struggling souls catch light from other souls who are fully lit and willing to show it. If you would help to calm the tumult, this is one of the strongest things you can do.

There will always be times when you feel discouraged. I too have felt despair many times in my life, but I do not keep a chair for it. I will not entertain it. It is not allowed to eat from my plate.

The reason is this: In my uttermost bones I know something, as do you. It is that there can be no despair when you remember why you came to Earth, who you serve, and who sent you here. The good words we say and the good deeds we do are not ours. They are the words and deeds of the One who brought us here. In that spirit, I hope you will write this on your wall: When a great ship is in harbor and moored, it is safe, there can be no doubt. But that is not what great ships are built for.

- Clarissa Pinkola Estes, Ph.D (Author of the best seller Women Who Run with the Wolves)


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Video: David Sereda & William Henry – Changes in the Sun Will Change Us, Too

May 20, 2011 at 3:27 pm · by josh · Filed under All Videos & Movies, Health: General, Science: Metaphysics, Social Awakening & Sovereignty, Spirituality, Videos: Consciousness, Videos: Social Awakening

For several years I’ve been really feeling that the changes in the Sun are directly linked to the evolution of consciousness at this time.  Over the past couple of decades, a huge amount of evidence has been amassed to do with linking the Sun’s activity and human consciousness.

The below youtube interview with David Sereda and William Henry dives into the background info of these grand changes, with some amazing details of recent research.

In another interview (here), David also mentions how listening to the sounds of our Sun has now been scientifically shown to greatly expand the heart chakra.

[Relevant links on hearing the sounds of the Sun:
1. Stanford University’s “Singing Sun” MP3 archive
2. The Sound of the Sun (mp3) from David Sereda’s website
3. This blog on 528 Hz and the sounds of the sun]


David Sereda & William Henry – Changes in the Sun Will Change Us, Too

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Video: World Revolution Not Seen on TV – Rallies Around the World

May 18, 2011 at 12:24 pm · by josh · Filed under All Videos & Movies, Social Awakening & Sovereignty, Spirituality, Videos: Consciousness, Videos: Social Awakening

In a surprise move today, Humanity awoke. “I just had enough of the illusory control empire’s psychopathic bullshit,” Humanity said. “I mean, how much can one take?”

“Once I got in touch with my own light, and got over my authority-pleasing complex, that’s it… from there it was a done deal.”

Pundits were impressed, and many would say exuberantly joyful. “We’ve been seeing Humanity’s potential and the signs for this over the past few hundred years, if not more,” one Expert said. “We always knew they had It in them.”

World Revolution Not Seen on TV- Rallies Around the World- Please Repost

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A note about 2012, “ascending to 5D”, and being here now.

May 14, 2011 at 11:06 am · by josh · Filed under Science: Metaphysics, Social Awakening & Sovereignty, Spirituality

I think I’m about burned out with the head-in-the-sand version of the new age paradigm. After years of exploration and observation, my current viewpoint is that it is quite possible that 90% of the jargon around the “2012 religion” is designed to get us out of THIS moment. That we should be located in the future, and either in anticipation or in fear (or both).  I have had to admit to myself that we are being subtly bombarded with the directive to not be HERE NOW.

In any case, only by being HERE NOW, are we capable to act from the place of Creation — which is what is required to effect change in the morphic field around us, and in the shared field of this good Earth. Ask any artist: Creation happens only in the present moment.

Is there a shift happening? Yes. But the deployment of hive-minding strategies and pacifying/hypnotizing technologies is on maximum load at this time.  And, especially in the “mainstream new age”, I observe that the level of cognitive dissonance* is at an all time high. In other words, it’s like it is now commonplace for human beings to hold as true two or more mutually-exclusive paradigms, at the same time – when by their nature they can’t both be true.

(* – For the purpose of illustration, wanting to completely avoid talking about a problem because it feels uncomfortable, is definitely an example of cognitive dissonance.  The discomfort exists in this situation because it is mirroring one’s own fear that one does not have power to transmute or solve the problem either individually or collectively.  This is a main reason why the power structure has been so heavily invested in convincing the human race that they’re powerless or insignificant. The inference is that there is no Divine Aspect.)

Perhaps it’s a natural progression from the invention of the atomic bomb: first they found a way to split the atom, and now the big project is to try to split the human psyche.  Same old divide-and-conquer bag of tricks.

“A double-minded man is unstable in all his ways.”
James 1:8

On the other hand, if we engage our choice, and focus our intentions:

Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed people can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has.”
Margaret Mead

And if we and channel our anger, like Gandhi challenged us to do:

“I have learned through bitter experience the supreme lesson to conserve my anger, and as heat conserved is transmuted into energy, even so our anger controlled can be transmuted into a power which can move the world.”
Mahatma Gandhi

Consciousness is fractal, and “oneness” necessarily starts from within.

So let us stop playing the double-mind game, and admit that we are not as “free from fear” as we would like to think we are. Who was it that said: Courage is not about trying to rid yourself of fear, but rather taking action in the face of it. Perhaps only by taking such action – acting directly in the face of fear – is when Spirit really has an opportunity to show up in our individual lives, and as a race.

And with Spirit so directly involved, Creation happens at the level which is required to awaken humanity and transmute the old paradigm of disconnected corruption, into one of shared joy and conscious creation together with Earth and all her inhabitants.

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